revelation of sorts
so when does the real disappointment kick in? everybody has expectations of somebody out there and they reckon that they deserve nothing less because each one of us feels like we've given our best at times. and those moments when you feel like your heart can't possibly encompass any more of the sadness seeping in you turn to leave. because that seems to be the easiest way out. and i wish i am a coward too. i could hide behind the shadows and i could lower my expectations and make the same excuses for you. instead of trying. because sometimes trying takes alot out of you. like the courage you need in fighting off mystical dragons in faraway lands. it deflates you thereafter. and sometimes when you run out of excuses it becomes tiring. like losing yourself in a labyrinth you think the best solution is to stop running after all you'd end up at the same spot. because i'm not sure what happens next either. when i'm no longer finding reason enough for the same smile the same gesture the same goofiness the same person. and just to stop the hurt we all run from the comfortable space where we found each other and took off to a time and place where we hardly knew one another. and i realise at one point how sad are we? the flawed beings we are. even he made us so.
posted by novie @ 9:55 PM
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