Thursday, April 23, 2009

sudden craving

for honeycomb...nom nom nom....horrible lack of appetite these past few days coz of the dengue virus hmmm think i dropped a few pounds this time plus the weather is hot did i mention scorching hot? well yah nearly died when my fever kept shooting up too i didn't have the typical symptoms tho' coz i was ok over the weekend and i thought it's the freaking hot weather which made me burn literally and not sleep properly but had a bout of chills and aches few days ago so when there's fever again within a period of 5 days the doc had to get a blood test done *ya thks jo i picked out the word chikungunya so easily when the doc told me it's negative*...now the only thing i can do is monitor the platelet level if it keeps dropping...hope not coz i'm feeling restless and lethargic as it is bed-bound *ahem*...mmm honeycomb me gotta go get me some...did i mention it's really hot today as well? plus there was this totally weird gale last night which scared poor butter!! anyway if you don't see me updating this blog you'll know why...30yrs seems like a prime age tsk tsk...

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

memorrrry

went to the cats musical even tho' i was recovering from fever coz didn't wanna waste $153 ticket! was bored to tears during the 1st interval till finally the song 'memory' came on! after that the cats had fun mingling with the audience *meow*

was invited to this SSO gala dinner by desmond...he's got this whole table for himself coz his mum's fren donated..not really sure of the details tho'

performance by laura fygi

stage was quite nice they used the theme seasons so each tree was depicted to be spring summer autumn and winter...by their colors

our table was autumn *points to the dried leaves* and hmmm food was horrible i must say hahaha

kinda felt tak glam in such settings but of coz our socialite cynthia fitted in perfectly with her tai tai outfit!! =)

the tycoon or waiter ;p you decide...

Monday, April 20, 2009

the prodigal son leaves

yet again...think it's been a year or less but the days don't really matter do they? soon we lose count of the year the month the date as they all fade into memories tucked behind the back of our mind...a pat on the shoulder a calling out of name and hefty bid of farewell...the familiar slight awkwardness during such scenes..no unnecessary words needed no tears choked back in restraint.. if i were any younger i'd shrug it off and laugh at the silliness of the way things have become..in fact i've just grown accustomed to seeing the solid teak wooden door of the room shut once again hmmm okay minus the rave music thumping in the background..this time it's all too quiet a different kind of soundlessness that echoes in the heart and did i feel a murmur then? should i? sometimes i wonder if the father was all too hasty in making a decision and if this decision was wrong even with the best of intentions..if the father had with his both hands created this future himself and asks if it was the wrong step..if he comprehends with foresight and would this not crush him as well...would his god be able to console him then? am i able to do anything...

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

super sonic BOLT

meet my new friend...

bolt! she does the sonic bark *WOOOOF*

laser vision! *STARES & KEEPS VERY STILL*

super strength when she jumps!

Sunday, April 05, 2009

OLD SCHOOL!!

the e-invite which i sent but nobody nobody opened to read! anyway the undue stress that i put myself through sometimes is really bafflin...it could all be very easy and simple if i didn't have that expectation of everything falling into place smoothly and things turning out nicely and needless worry of everyone having a good time ..i know it's just a party but i wldn't be most happy if things didn't work out. why? because life's like that. this was under controlled means and careful planning so a mistake wld be my fault which i don't allow myself to have the luxury of because then i might as well leave it to *ahem* the blind belief that everything will turn out alright by saying a prayer? because my life i wish i had more control so i could determine how happy i am.
but shit happens. i understand now and really that's life even tho' it kinda sucked. even if we think we have everything under control some incy wincy spider comes along the way and throws you off balance and i don't leave it to the big guy up there to say 'hey i've got your back! so just continue to drift along your path'
nooooo m'am you're left to pick up the pieces as best as you can without that inch of faith and that's when life gets crumbly and you forget the bigger picture and you tend to want to waste time on heated arguments with the next person over the phone on the most meaningless stuff @_@ instead of dealing with it...
and so this is just my take on how the secular ppl view life.

my party door gifts which fit the old school theme~ anyone remember what we used to do with the eraser?



me draggin jo into essential brew suddenly and then she saw! the familiar faces! with poppers sound effects ;)


as the host of coz she had to squeeze into the rgs uniform (thks! yisan) we provided! now dun they simply look old school bengs and lians??


pastor fabian surprisingly sporting by wearing the very nerdy specs!

posing with everyone for a pic!

after all the saga i was sick that day *humph* the irony! someone has a sick sense of humour coz in the end i wasn't at all bothered by how the party went...


answering 20 qns about the b'day gal & playing good ol' charades..

strawberry cake from lido's sun moulin..yes angie i will remember not to get you choco cake for your b'days T_T

managed to sneak abit of cream of jo's face! i hear it's better than skII much much better than collagen ;)

alumni...15-16? years down the road are we still the same persons we were?

b'day gal with mr *ahem*

super AV poses ~ cynthia taught me i swear!!

thks cynthia for being the photographer last night and uploading the photos on fb almost instantaneously!