OLD SCHOOL!!
the e-invite which i sent but nobody nobody opened to read! anyway the undue stress that i put myself through sometimes is really bafflin...it could all be very easy and simple if i didn't have that expectation of everything falling into place smoothly and things turning out nicely and needless worry of everyone having a good time ..i know it's just a party but i wldn't be most happy if things didn't work out. why? because life's like that. this was under controlled means and careful planning so a mistake wld be my fault which i don't allow myself to have the luxury of because then i might as well leave it to *ahem* the blind belief that everything will turn out alright by saying a prayer? because my life i wish i had more control so i could determine how happy i am.
but shit happens. i understand now and really that's life even tho' it kinda sucked. even if we think we have everything under control some incy wincy spider comes along the way and throws you off balance and i don't leave it to the big guy up there to say 'hey i've got your back! so just continue to drift along your path'
nooooo m'am you're left to pick up the pieces as best as you can without that inch of faith and that's when life gets crumbly and you forget the bigger picture and you tend to want to waste time on heated arguments with the next person over the phone on the most meaningless stuff @_@ instead of dealing with it...
and so this is just my take on how the secular ppl view life.
but shit happens. i understand now and really that's life even tho' it kinda sucked. even if we think we have everything under control some incy wincy spider comes along the way and throws you off balance and i don't leave it to the big guy up there to say 'hey i've got your back! so just continue to drift along your path'
nooooo m'am you're left to pick up the pieces as best as you can without that inch of faith and that's when life gets crumbly and you forget the bigger picture and you tend to want to waste time on heated arguments with the next person over the phone on the most meaningless stuff @_@ instead of dealing with it...
and so this is just my take on how the secular ppl view life.
my party door gifts which fit the old school theme~ anyone remember what we used to do with the eraser?
me draggin jo into essential brew suddenly and then she saw! the familiar faces! with poppers sound effects ;)
as the host of coz she had to squeeze into the rgs uniform (thks! yisan) we provided! now dun they simply look old school bengs and lians??
pastor fabian surprisingly sporting by wearing the very nerdy specs!
posing with everyone for a pic!
posing with everyone for a pic!
after all the saga i was sick that day *humph* the irony! someone has a sick sense of humour coz in the end i wasn't at all bothered by how the party went...
answering 20 qns about the b'day gal & playing good ol' charades..
strawberry cake from lido's sun moulin..yes angie i will remember not to get you choco cake for your b'days T_T
managed to sneak abit of cream of jo's face! i hear it's better than skII much much better than collagen ;)
alumni...15-16? years down the road are we still the same persons we were?
b'day gal with mr *ahem*
super AV poses ~ cynthia taught me i swear!!
thks cynthia for being the photographer last night and uploading the photos on fb almost instantaneously!
posted by novie @ 1:11 PM
whatever makes me happy
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