i need some perspectives
i feel like this sometimes. wanting to blast out at the whole world. i had alot on my mind this morning whilst i walk my path. maybe i've been presumptuous and overly conceited at times without knowing. i felt like i didn't owe the world anything neither did i owe anyone an explanation. perhaps all this boils down to a willful nature and doggedness behaviour towards something i fail to comprehend. or simply won't let myself. but because of the hurt that will not give up now. and every so often i learned through the ways. every so often i needed to shut down. i needed to reconcile with myself for having been torn up inside. and i owe myself this. before i find reason to disregard the contemptuous judgment and see through it all. before the walls come up and i lose sense of rationality so that the sad is no longer heavy and the bitter is no longer down. all i need is to walk away. maybe i am a coward at heart. maybe i've learnt it's not enough being strong in life. and neither do i deserve second chances. pray tell. to redo the wrong and let myself in once more.
posted by novie @ 7:13 PM
whatever makes me happy
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