shanks for all the kind thoughts
my head's still feeling woozy. my breath is definitely heavier like something dark seeped through and my heart is being squeezed tight i can hardly feel a beat and try as i might i couldn't take in a deep breath and let it all out as much as i'd like to. but i know it'll all pass with time. i'm grateful to the people out there who should've said 'i told you so' and spit me in the face didn't and instead listened to my agonizing sorrow and let me wallow deliriously in self-pity for a meaningless decision that i long stood by. i didn't listen then not because i didn't know any better. i didn't stop the tears now because i deserved it. yet i am still touched that you let me fall down and sat by me taking in those things that would serve as your warnings once not too long ago. no doubt i am a silly girl who has not learned to abide to any rules of the game.
posted by novie @ 10:18 PM
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whatever makes me happy